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Loneliness

 Loneliness atau definisi dak2 zmn skrg adalah pishang.

Hari Ahad yg sgt pishang sbb my dear Special1 so busy with his tasks. Dia baru shj discharge daripada 2 hari bmalam di hospital Seremban. So he has many deadline to be finished.

I visited him. Umi accompanied me.During the visit Kak Ida and Yaya also together with us. Suspek appendix igtkn kna operate but at the end Dr just gave him ubat panadol and pain killer.





He is getting better.Alhamdulillah

But when he was super busy, I feel so lonely. Usually he will reply my text as soon as possible. But recently he just sent a few words. He maybe not noticed that I offended coz I expect more from him. I just take time to cool down myself and try to understand he is busy to settle his tasks.

But the other side of me wondering

"Am I not his priority anymore?"

Crying is for sure one thing I used to do.

He ever told me not to overthinking. But sooo many ways I can think when he is not text me like the way he usual did.

Last night, he make a move. Saying good night before sleep. He really got instinct that I miss him so bad. I dont want him 24 hours to be with me. Only hoping for a few minutes to spend together. Then I just replied with an alright emoji I guessed he knew something is not okey. He called me at 11.59pm. I answered his call but the whole day missing him give me a pressure and ruin my mood. I am so sorry my dear. Lets have better talk again.

My Special1 knew it was not a right time to call. But he just call to make sure I am fine.

He so sweet just the way he is.

Me after listening to his voice,all burden and pain of thinking about him gone.Yes it is a pain to miss your beloved the whole day. I am so glad you called sweetheart.All your effort countable. I wanna keep you for the rest of my life. May Allah bless us.

Thank you for loving me.

To my Special1
From your lover<3
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