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Accept Who You Are

I would like to write about what inspiring me to stop worry and live this life in better way.

I am not an excellent student.I wish I can be top student so that my lecturers recognise me and we can have such a really close relationship.Its too late for me because I was too depend on books and some of my friends to get understanding in subjects.I never meet a proper visit to my lecturer's office in order to ask what I can't understand in class.

However,when I was lost in direction..I mean when I am at final year stage trying to figure out what I am supposed to be after finish study..I have big doubt about myself.I thought this actuary field is not suit with me.Can you imagine,after almost four years invest your time then suddenly there is a big mountain that you think you cannot overcome and want to take other way,which is give up.

I almost give up.

That was me.

When I decided to keep going forward and finish what I had start since four years ago.

There is whisper always being in my mind.."You can do it Leya"

An appreciation post to my lecturers,their words are meaningful

Dr Karmila Hanim said to me

"You have potential.Dont add problem to the existing one.Allah test you with your own capabilities"

Dr Hishamuddin said to me

"Don't quit from your passion.Just manage your time wisely.Passion drives your life"

I consulted with him when I felt should I just focused on my academic and trade off my passion towards Arabic debate activity.During that time,he was the head programme of actuarial science.After that,I still participate the competition and I was announced as the best debater for one match.It such an honor for me because my student,Omar was watching that match together with his father and sister,Maya.

Dr Wan Nur Rahini Aznie told me

"Whatever your past were,shut them off from your mind.Dont compare yourself with others.It is unhealthy.Make your past a lesson in life"

Dr Arif Asraf advised me

"Don't focus to the result of getting A.It will cause you to worry and overthink of future.Just try to focus on what the progression of your research now"

Dr Arif words are really right.Instead of thinking how I can get A,I should enjoy the journey write my thesis.

And a few of my close friends are being awesome by keep supporting me endlessly.Maybe I ll write about this later.Thank you for reading ;)

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